Through my eyes

Hello! My name is Caitlin. You can call me whatever you like though. I'm 16 and I live in NJ So i made this so i could get my thoughts out. I love music, alternative, rock, "screamo", and "emo". I'm a bit of a weirdo but i don't mind it so much. I do my best to make others happy. I love making people smile. Whenever i hear that i have impacted someones life in a possitive way it makes my day and sometimes even my week. People frighten me so i don't talk much around others. I have a lot of issues in trusting people. I'm not close to my family or any of my "school friends". I have a few people who i trust and a few others who know me as something other than the person i pretend to be. I don't understand why anyone would ever want to be friends with me or why anyone would remotely care about me, especially those who have an idea of the "real me". That some people haven't left yet means more to me than they'll ever know Recently I've been sending messages to people. Just because I'm not doing so well doesn't mean I can't help to make someones day a little bit better. Feel free to post a link to anyone's Tumblr who you think could use some more happiness in their lives <3 ---- RIP: Eddie Mulhare 11/8/09 Caitlin Alvaro 7/27/10 Tyler Clementi 9/22/10 --------------------------- Last cut: 1/29/12 ----------------------